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[May. 21st, 2007|11:43 pm] |
The one thing I hate more than anything is being lied to.
I wish I could care as little as you do right now. |
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[Apr. 8th, 2007|12:35 am] |
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Lookie
I've started trying to take more photos now, I uploaded some onto there last sunday that I took on sunday.
I feel pretty shitty right now, I have done for ages. For a while I felt a bit better but now I feel crap. I feel so lonely & stupid &..Arghhhhhhhh!
It's really annoying me because I just can't seem to talk about anything. Whenever I go to see 'weird al' I just can't talk about anything I should because I feel too stupid, or I forget because I'm all nervous or I just decide I'm being silly and shouldn't say anything.
Hmph. I'm tired and stuff so this is where I say night night. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2007|02:36 pm] |
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I deserve everything bad I get |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|04:05 am] |
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I hate how I'm such a pessamist now. I never used to be.. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|02:12 am] |
Haha strange, I jus looked on youtube for a "how to be a mime" video and the one i found is a group of kids from america..nd they said they got a letter off someone called esme askin how to be a mime..
I just have to clarify how pathetic these kids are...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGHdwvBK7ig
Theyre clearly trying to make a claim to fame haha |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
I hate how much my mam loves to humiliate me.
I hate her. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|10:13 am] |
I'm scared =[
I shouldnt watch so much Jeremy Kyle.
Infact I should probably be in college, but i'm too lazy to leave the house..Or even put clothes on [yes i'm wearing pyjamas].
and my head is throbbing like mad, I feel soo so sick. nd I'm havin hot flushes lol..Menopause? Haha
I want food but since I feel sick..Hmph...
I'm all annoyed at everything atm nd I don't like it, I'm tryin to stop it but its hard |
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[Sep. 24th, 2006|01:25 pm] |
Awwwwwww =[
Crocodile hunter diarys are making me sad =[
It's all about steve & his kids & how theyre turning into him
and they just had to put a kangaroo down =[ and its little baby =[ was so sad |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|01:00 am] |
Wow...
It really is a small world... |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|07:57 am] |
*Sighs*
=]
6 months today
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|01:42 am] |
I'm not well =[
I've got a cold. Ontop of everything else.
I cant be arsed with it. But there's nothing I can do but put up with it.
Today was funny but I didn't feel like laughing, I fake laughed. I didnt like it. it hurts my jaw.
I want some sleep, I'm knackered, but I dont think i'll be getting much of that cuz my nose is running.
I really need some nice hot chocolate and a hug =[ |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|05:12 am] |
Grahh!!
I went to bed at like...2?
Woke up at half 3! And I havent been able to get back to sleep again. I need sleep dammit but I just dont even feel tired now. I shoulda got up earlier today...Or maybe just done more. I need to do more through the day so I'm more tired at night. College is a start I spose, instead of doin hardly nout like i've been doing all thru the holidays.
Even if I managed to get back to sleep now, I'd only get another hour nd 15 minutes sleep...But I cant even get that. And I need a drink... But there's nothing to drink except orange juice which i've already drank over half the carton of.
As long as everyone else gets something to drink it's ok....Of course I can survive on no drink for a week.
Goin back to bed now, only came on here to let out my annoyedness on not being able to sleep.
Update-ness...
..I didnt get to sleep at all.
Got to 6 and I figured there was no point trying, I was just gettin stressed over it nd I cant be arsed with that. I just need to stop thinking so much, but to do that I need to get things out..And I dont want to...Because..Meh. lol.
I jus got ready..And now I'm tired... Psch. Maybe I shoulda got ready at 3am. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|04:08 pm] |
I wanna know what people Really think of me. This isn't some thing I've copied off other peoples journals, I really need to know what people think of me, cuz I'm sick of thinking things that might not be true, jumping to conclusions and making assumptions.
I want everyone to post a comment on this telling me what they think of me, I don't care if it's annonymous as long as it's honest.
Need to clear things up in my mind =p
And this is the only place I can think of where people can leave annonymous things.
Please do it.
P.s. I'm not looking for compliments..The opposite =p |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|02:31 am] |
18th - 23rd september
Rocky horror show
Sunderland empire theatre.
I HAVE to go to this...HAVE to =[
Anyone wanna come? =] |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|04:24 am] |
Neil...
I hate you lol.
I couldnt sleep, then I remembered the tamagotchi...Then I went on tamatown =[ then I tried lookin for all the things for the golden tamagotchi.. Nd I couldnt give up til I found the last thing and now i've got a million prizes for the tamagotchi lmao, its too fun. Whos gonna win? Me? Oh yes. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|04:42 am] |
...Some people don't realise how lucky they are...
& I cant sleep or stop crying, or stop thinking, or get comfortable. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|04:51 am] |
I'm watching wild things..Again. Haha.
The snake guy was on again..And he was goin to where some tribe live.. Then they gave him a big welcome ceremony nd made a big fire with a dead pig on it..Nd ...Aye...They don't seem to like clothes haha. Was horrible..Nd I swear one of them had a boner when he was looking at the pig..Either that or he had a twig stuck inbetween his legs..Pointing to the sky. haha. Yea ...they were showing the people around where they live nd the mens hut thing has a monument in it...Which is a dead body. It's a 365 year old or summit, and..Eurgh..It was so creppy, was all...Curled up..Like in the foetal position..with its mouth wide open like it was shocked or summit..Just really freaked me out.
I still want loadsa animals =p |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|01:57 am] |
Pschhhhhhh
I've diagnosed myself with Tendonitis =[ and since it's been going on for longer than 6 weeks...I might go to the doctors..But I don't want to..Becauseeeeeeeee they'll just give me anti-inflamitorys or whatever lol. nd yea...They make me feel ill. But ...Tendonitis may be the reason for my headaches, which would make sense... A few weeks ago I decided that it was probably the knots in my back causing them but..Yea..This makes sense..Not knots...Tendonitis (H) haha. So yea..If I go to the doctors..I'll refuse the tablets. Then see what they say...Apparentlyyyyyy...They diagnose it with X-ray...So that means another waiting list..Nd then if it is that, it can be treated with an injection of steroids lol. Woo! I can be a muscle woman hahahaha.
I haven't been able to sleep much lately, loooooooooads on my mind but I dunno what & I keep crying & being scared & pffffffffffffffft. Nevermind though.. Shall all be well soon enough methinks.
Oh yea...Life is shit... as in the museumy thing..aye. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|03:34 am] |
I've been complaining so much lately but I can't help it...Everything's annoying me..Especially in the heat..It's making everything so much worse.
I'm totally boiling hot here. I'm scared to open my window cuz of moths nd flies nd spiders... Then when I do open it nd leave my light off..I'm scared to sleep with the window open incase someone comes in... Meh. I don't like it lol.
I'm wearing my glasses a lot again...I'm trying loads to try nd get rid of my headaches but the glasses just do fuck all nd make me look stupider. I'm literally counting down the days til my appointment... But I keep expecting them to send me a letter saying they've postponed it or summit. Bah. I need to get some calamine lotion for my legs...And some herbal tea/kalms.. I was gonna get kalms ages ago butttt I'm scared to take em or out lol. I'm scared to take anything at all incase it makes me head worse, since stuff the doctor gave me made it worse instead of better nd...bahh.
Anywhoos...I've ordered Birds of a feather series 1 =D since I could only download 2, 3 & 4 lol.
Want all of the series of home improvement now..but you can only buy upto series 4...For now...
Yea these are just boredom entries cuz I cant sleep & cuz I can [make the entries]
=p |
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